IM FREAKING OUT.
I'm actually panicking a little. like why would you do this. you know what could go wrong with you and alcohol. Like Mandy. You have lupus. You are taking immunosuppresants and antimalarials and antidepressants. Or at least you were, and you did have an infection over the summer, and from your writing it seemed like it was bad. you could still have a weakened immune system, frats arent exactly clean either, just dont get hurt, dont suffer, dont get sicker, dont die. i love you too much for this. sure at one point i was very mad at you, ut i have forgiven you and you dont deserve any of this crazyness, please be ok
why am i crying while writing this at like 1AM on a thursday night? stop it self. stop rocking yourself back and forth. stop struggling to take breaths. youre not supposed to care. bc caring means youre going to want to be friends again and she doesnt want that so dont make it harder on everyone. Grow up. she can take care of herself, as she let you know very much. shes going to be fine, rihgt? she has to be. she has everyone taking care of her, and its not like everyones all separated in taking care of people this time.
just be ok, because i dont know what id do if you were actually hurt
I'm actually panicking a little. like why would you do this. you know what could go wrong with you and alcohol. Like Mandy. You have lupus. You are taking immunosuppresants and antimalarials and antidepressants. Or at least you were, and you did have an infection over the summer, and from your writing it seemed like it was bad. you could still have a weakened immune system, frats arent exactly clean either, just dont get hurt, dont suffer, dont get sicker, dont die. i love you too much for this. sure at one point i was very mad at you, ut i have forgiven you and you dont deserve any of this crazyness, please be ok
why am i crying while writing this at like 1AM on a thursday night? stop it self. stop rocking yourself back and forth. stop struggling to take breaths. youre not supposed to care. bc caring means youre going to want to be friends again and she doesnt want that so dont make it harder on everyone. Grow up. she can take care of herself, as she let you know very much. shes going to be fine, rihgt? she has to be. she has everyone taking care of her, and its not like everyones all separated in taking care of people this time.
just be ok, because i dont know what id do if you were actually hurt
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