I am soooooo sorrry

Wow, triple posting in a day. Social Suicide.

I am sorry I was vague about the article that I was reading. If you want to see what made me like this, here.

I am more likely to have anxiety, depression, somatization, and interpersonal sensitivity. 

So I will be anxious, extremely sad, in physical pain because I'm not mentally ok, and neverendingly fearful of your rejection. 

So maybe that is why I am freaking out a little more than I should. I hate rejection and I overanalyze social cues because I have been preprogrammed for such sad turnouts. 

I really don't want to lose you so I want to talk to reassure myself as well as make sure I am not doing anything that is harming you.